lifeee. i am so stressed about money and i'm so tired of panicking 23 hours a day and having to lie to people, swerve people, ignore people, to keep me moving. I hate that I just started a serious committed relationship that, I've never felt more infatuated with someone, and I have been spending days plotting scheming panicking trying to find ways to get extra $ and make ends meet. It's fucking with my ego.