I don't know man. I get very anxious in social settings, or not even on social settings but from the thinking of having to do that. I intentionally figure a reason not to end in social situations, and I don't even know why. I feel lazy and just thinking about those situations feels burdensome for some reason. I feel like I have to act perfectly and speak perfectly in every social situation even though I don't need to. It's so skewed, since I feel great after I've attended social situations, but the BEFORE I don't understand why I feel this way...
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