I'm going to college in 2 weeks and it's absolutely killing me. I high key have no way to process it. The only life I've ever known is about to be gone and idk what to do. I'm torn between trying to make peace with it so when I am at college it doesn't hit me like a train. Or I repress it and pretend my life isn't real. Idk all I know is this shit doesn't feel real. I know I'll make it. I know it'll prolly be ok. I just idk I don't like it. I know life just moves on but I hate it. I'm scared shitless abt the future. Idk there's a lot more feelings I have but I have to workout now. Bc independent summer conditioning for college sports.
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