I will always be a girl. Im mentally ill for wanting to be a boy. I will always be mama's little girl. I will either be her daughter or I end my life. I am mentally ill. The correct people on Twitter say so. It's just a fetish right. Why would anyone in their right mind wanna be a man? I am just crazy. I will correct myself before my family finds out about these thoughts. I am just feeling sad. I can't be trans. The tv was never on,It never will be. I am just crazy. Thats all I will be. Some mentally ill girl who thinks she is a boy. Just blast my brains out by now. My family is right for hating Trans people. I am just the delusional one. I either comform or I die at my own hands. My mother would be disappointed in me. I've always been her girl. I will ALWAYS be GIRL.