I hate how I'm so moody all the time. I hate how I don't understand my feelings. Specially when with my online friends, Sometimes I feel like this person hates me to the point I'd hope and wish they'd block me so I won't get bugged abt it anymore. I hate how I feel like they talk shit abt me, I js hate it so much. I wish I could have a button to temporarily cut everyone off until I'm fine