Im so jealous of my sister, i hate it. Shes older than me, has nice “parts” (body parts), i know thats a weird thing to say, but im so jealous of it. She has a skinny waist, little to no belly fat, skinny, gets bfs easily, and she’s extremely pretty. Id say im more jealous because im also technically “obese” on bmis, im on the 95th percentile, shes a healthy weight for her age. Shes getting a job soon too, i know im legally not allowed but it makes feel fat and not useful? Almost.. im not even sure. Im just so envious of her, anytime i see her, i get jealous. All i can think when i see her is, why couldnt that have been me? I think of how fat i am and how wide i am, then i look at her, shes just skinny, and actually pretty. Shes petite, im fat. Its not fair, not fair not fair not fair NOT FAIR.