I am disgusting. Gum on the bottom of your shoe. Abuse me use me kill me idc. In fact I want to be dead! My only friends are a razor blade and youtube. Disgusting boy. Fat ugly. Disgusting. Maybe I should die. Maybe I should cut. Laugh at me. Ill kms. LAUGH. AT ME. IM THE FUCKING CLOWN. IM THE IDIOT. DID YOU EVEN CARE? DID YOU LOVE ME? Or was I just your sex toy. I wrote smut for you. I hate sex but I put that aside for you. You jerk. You master bated to pictures of me. You made me hate myself. I hate you too love. I hate you too. But that doesn't matter because ill keep coming back. No matter what you do ill come back. It just repeats over and over and over and over. You think you understand? You think your sorry? NO. YOUR. NOT. Because you want me dead if I'm not fucking you. You don't even hold me after. You just get wet and make me do the rest. Make me yours. I have bruises on my skin. I have cuts that always bleed. IM not even an adult yet and this is how you treat me. So bye.