Am I a dissapointment? I do not feel like I deserve to be where I am, and being alone 24/7 doesn't help. My mental health has slowly going down and down and I just feel like I can't breathe, maybe I'd be better off this place? Would I even be missed? Everything I do is a constent "is it okay?" and I am not okay. I don't know what to do anymore, I feel so stupid and useless...