i'm so fuckking pissed. my parent has the nerve to turn down my job application at a company i GENUINELY like, am GENUINELY interested in and want to market for, just because of the low pay, and they have the nerve to send me another small company. i'm gooing to fucking lose it. i hope all my anger that i've felt for the past 20 years collects in one singular vessel in my brain so that it explodes and my parents feel guilty about rejecting the one thing that would have made me happy