IM so tired of people misgendering me or body shaming me. Recently my partner sent me some old pictures they had of me and I genuinely was shocked. I thought at the Tim I was disgusting. Ugly. That's no one should.love me. But seeing those pictures again? I thought I looked cute. Nothing like how I thought I looked. As someone who went through intense bullying for so much of my life I can say that it truly does effect your everyday. A few days ago I saw someone who hurt me pretty bad. They didn't notice me. But I genuinely went into a PTSD attack because of this. I will never be able to look at myself the same because of that. I finally feel like myself and I'm actually so happy now. But I still can't help but look back at how bad things were. (Time to list thing a that I would have missed out on if I d13d) 1. Kissing my partner for the first time. 2. Getting my first masculine dress shirt 3. Making over 90 pieces of landing 4. Confessing to my partner 5. Coming out to my grandpa and