The past month maybe, I feel like I've been living in a constant fear that something bad is going to happen or that I will get hurt. It's been keeping me awake at night, I cry almost every day over this. I have no reason to believe that anything bad is going to happen to me or anyone around me, but I keep feeling like I have to prepare myself for something bad to happen. It's been keeping me so incredibly paranoid. I also feel so little motivation to do anything. I cleaned my room to have my partner over the other day which was good, but other than that, doing everything has felt like such a struggle and the only thing I want to do is lay in bed because it feels safe. I've lost a lot of interest in my hobbies or things I like that take effort. I love drawing, as an example, but recently I've found absolutely no joy in it. In fact, the thought of drawing brings me more fear. Everything I do feels like a temporary distraction, and the fear always comes back. I'm so tired of this.