no one ever gives a fuck about me. oh boohoo whatever. im always shouting into the void. they respond to the stupid goofy shit but as soon as I get serious and talk about my issues suddenly its radio silence fucking hell. im always the comic relief so ig I cant get serious but I just need someone in my life who actually cares and doesn't want me there just to vent to. this shit makes me so suicidal but wah wah I gotta cry about it haha no one's gonna fucking reply to this cuz they never do and I seem like such a bitch writing this but its so hard holding all this in when im supposed to be sweet ass bastard who is kind to everyone but no one is kind to. bye bye yall ima kill myself soon prolly xoxo