Rant #11170

At 5 years old I was diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder. For years it had affected me especially my social skills. No matter how many friends I make or how much I try to talk I can never fit it. I feel excluded and like a ghost all the time. I want to tell more people especially people I trust about it. But I’m scared that it’s going to affect their perspective on me. I find myself always crying wondering why I was made this way.