I'm not on here to vent about someone, im here to vent about me. I'm only 13 I shouldn't feel like I need to look perfect and lose weight and always wear makeup and I always fell ashamed of myself no matter wear I go. My own dad calls me fat and I was never skinny im 90 pounds for context and I've always felt so ashamed of my body I stopped eating I dont even know who I can talk to about this because I dont know who to trust I could talk to my guy friend henry or my boyfriend dominic but I dont know what they would say and I dont know if my boyfriend would break up with me or not and so I just keep everything to myself and I dont know how to tell people I've always had trouble talking to people about my mental health I can't even tell my mom. Like what is wrong with me im not perfect im ugly im not skinny im fat im not pretty im gross looking why does my boyfriend even like me? Why is it soo hard to actually like myself I can't even eat without remembering what my dad says about me mom