I hate talking to people. I mean, as much as I want to connect with ppl, I still have problems with it. I always feel like I'm bothering people. I feel so goddamn annoying even when people MESSAGE ME AND EXPECT A RESPONSE. THATS SO RIDICULOUS. I KNOW IT IS. IT JUST DOESNT STOP. ITS NOT EVEN BETTER WHEN IM HIGH. And I feel so DAMN DRY. Ig that's what happens when you start avoiding talking to ppl and have little social skills to begin with. RAGHHH WHY WONT IT END