Its been years since I've been avoiding conflict with my family and overtime I went from getting yelled at for talking and laughing too much to being yelled at for not talking much and crying too much. I've slowly realized that the environment I grew up in was never a safe environment for a kid, especially cause it was oppressive and neglectful. I've come to realize that my mental health is not healthy and decided to reach out for help. But instead, my parents claimed I was overreacting, I wasn't depressed, and everyone is a bit depressed. But I always find it hard to talk and when I do, people always talk over me and I feel disregarded. I started venting to my older sister, but she said I complain too much and started throwing me under the bus. She now does things to make my parents and grandparents and siblings hate me more. And no one ever tries to hear my side.