im dying and i think everybody hates me for it, i have a chronic condition which is slowly getting worse, it leaves me bed bound for weeks at a time nowadays, i never ask anybody to visit or to check in because i'm afraid of seeming pathetic. usually my girlfriend would bring over breakfast every morning whenever things got bad so i wouldn't be alone, the past week has been the worst one i've had, she hasn't stopped by at all. i guess i get it, but i can't help but be sad about it. i've always envied people who don't have health problems, i wonder if people would like me more if i was normal.
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