It's my sister's birthday. And I think my mom is a little upset that she wants nothing to do with either me or her today. We haven't always got along, and my sister has had birthdays with friends before, but she didn't even have any plans today and just seemed to push us out. I know I should be patient, I know she doesn't like me much because I'm neurodivergent and wasn't her "big sister". She always has felt entitled to a reality that just isn't this one. We all try our best but my sister just compares us to everyone else. I know my mom is a little bummed about this. She tries to hide it. But she genuinely thought my sister might be willing to go out today. My mom would have done anything she liked! But my sister just pushed us out again, took the gifts and locked herself in her room. My sister seems a little upset too. But she won't talk to us about it. Or to anyone. I really do wish her a Happy Birthday. I love her a lot. Even if it's hard to say sometimes.