I still can't believe that there are type of people who runs their mouth and not thinking their words can affect other people. Mind you, it's an elder woman. How do i gave her respect when she clearly embarrassed me in front of other people. My mother told me that i should let it slide and forget about the things she said. Fuck it, i can't forget it. It was like a permanent tattoo that's attached to my brain. I feel like I wanna be gone for real. That's the reason why i don't like crying. I pity myself, i look like a mess. I am lost.