I feel like I don't belong anywhere. Everyone around is so amazing and awesome, and they all have someone which is great. I just wish I had someone too. I know I'm not interesting or outstanding, I'm boring. But, I still wish to be someone special to someone. I wish to be reliable and having someone to rely on at the same time. I hate feeling like this, like such an attention seeker. I feel lonely, I feel like nobody truly cares about me, I feel as though nobody would notice I was gone.