Was it casual? Was it casual when I cried to you about how disgusted I was with myself? Was it casual when you told me how you loved how it felt to be with me? Was it casual when you didn't stop when I begged you to? Was it casual when you forced me to do it at school? Was it casual when you blackmailed me into it? Was it casual when you outed me to the whole school? Was it casual when you turned everyone against me for my sexuality? Was it ever casual?