i am a complete failure im turnin 18 in less than a month. i dont have my highschool diploma yet, no license, nor no job. social anxiety and depression rule my life i dont know the last time i wasnt thinking about killing myself. I have no desire to work or go to college, and even if i did, im not smart enough to do anything meaningful. also, I don't understand how driving is so easy. how im just supposed to feel okay about hundreds of people in a 2 ton killing machine speeding at 75mph on the highway. i wish i could just feel normal.