What's the point of living when you have nothing. I don't want to kill myself, but I have absolutely nothing to live for. No friends, no family, no support system in sight. I'm close to 40 & work a dead end job that I hate, working in a kitchen, and it barely pays my bills. For months I've been trying to transfer to a different job. One that I would like, one that would mentally engage me, but I'm constantly rejected. Tweaked my resume & I reached out to said employer every time there's an opening. They want someone with experience. Everyone wants someone with experience. Most of my days are spent alone barely talking to anyone. Then when I am around someone they're rarely someone that can hold a conversation if it's not them trauma dumping to me. Even with my own issues I don't partake in this. I'm the embodiment of a loser. I'm old, single, average looking at best & I have nothing of value in my life.