I took the morning after pill I want kids Not meaningless sex that ends with fear and morning after pills I want commitment That means we will endure the ups and downs of life together He is afraid And I am so willing to allow myself to fall deeply I’ve done this already Having sex that ended in broken promises And a baby That I had to figure out alone. (With family yea) But without a man who would want to endure life with me No commitment to me or his son Just broken promises of “I will take care of you” when he didn’t mean it But always meant to keep me around for sex and pleasure Never for always and forever Just for a good time Is that what (HE) is doing? And I’m unsure if dropping every fear in his lap that I feel is the right move He deserves to only be considered based off who he is But I’m constantly in a battle of trying to figure out if he will leave just like they all did He has to walk in the wake of the shadows they all left behind How can that be fair?