I miss my ex so much. They were my everything. I feel like such a total ass for ruining it. They were the only one I’ve ever loved like that. I hate it even more because we ended on good terms, and we’re still best friends, and I’ll never know if they miss me like i miss them. It wasn’t even over an argument or anything. They genuinely thought i just lost feelings for them, and didn't wanna make me feel trapped. At the time, i can’t lie, i had sorta lost feelings. I wish i hadn’t. I wish we were still together. Now i have a bf who i dont love, and i hate it. I feel terrible because i wanna break up with him, but hes so nice to me, and i dont wanna ruin another good thing over nothing, but at the same time, i miss my ex so much, and i dont think i can function in another relationship.