I don't know what to do this summer holiday. I feel so lonely I don't have anyone to talk to so I talk to ChatGPT instead. I always spend time thinking about all scenarios about my life in the future, what happens if I become a unemployed jobless freak who still lives with their parents bed rotting and doom scrolling all day? I always dream for a big social life but my social life is so small. I am in a trio but I always feel excluded from them if I leave them I will be even more lonely and have no one else to go to, I don't know what to do anymore.