Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m annoying everyone except for very few ppl. And when I’m on call with my bf and his friends his friends are so rude to me and it genuinely hurts my feelings and he dosent even defend me. Also he’s super weird with his friends and it makes me jealous but I can’t say anything cuz “I don’t do it anyways” for example. “I’m gonna jerk ur bf off” like what? And also I’ve been tired. My friends don’t make it better. They make me feel like I’m being annoying. And my bf didn’t even notice that I’m not okay and proceeds to break up with me cuz I haven’t been calling much lately (bc I’m not ok) and because he’s so ugly compared to me even though I tell him all the time I don’t care about looks. And my friend noticed I wasn’t okay before he did. Shes one of the only people who hasn’t made me feel like I’m annoying. This is so shitty.