hey, just wanted to vent a little, I broke up with my bf because he seems doesn't know what he wants. he keep throwing me away when his life getting hard and come back when it easier. I did keep stay with him like that for almost 3 years. he knew exactly how to guilty trip me every damn time. he was cruel that he drained the fuck out of me at some point I'm the one that got away. how can someone be that cruel? he did wanted me but he didn't pursue me at all. I already healed but sometimes I wonder how it is like to be chosen or to be heard. he did making me self doubt about many things. sorry for my bad grammar and vocab. English is not my first language.