I really want to take this ap class and I've been waiting literal years for an advanced English, but now I'm on a wait-list and can't take it next year. I had all my years of highschool planned out of what English classes I'd take, and not it's messed up because I have to take the stupid English ten. I really want to get in and I was told to talk to one specific counselor who might be able to help, but Mom says that would mean taking a spot from someone else. And what if I did get in and the teacher hates me? And I didn't have the summer homework! And I'm gonna be stuck in the slow class! And what if I just was in the slow class and just like found a way to do the ap assignments even though I'm not in the class? It's desperate and I don't think it would work. What if my slow English teacher makes me follow along with the class like Mrs Hernandez? I can't handle that!