I keep meeting the same abuse and ignorance over and over again and I do believe it’s partly my fault I need to be selfish as I continuously tell myself I keep getting trampled over because I’m not speaking for myself. There was a flash flood and tornado warning I got off of my 9-5 she did not communicate; I texted an hour beforehand did not reply. I was soaking wet outside the dorm for 40 minutes whilst having to pee and hearing thunder and lightning my phone was 20% and fell into 6%. Everything on campus was closed again I do not have a keycard I’m sheltering in her dorm since my mom physically abused me the week beforehand. She also has similar experiences so she understood and took me in however did not tell me their schedule and got mad at me for calling someone we both know although they knew them from highschool I know them from a class we took in college. Got insanely strict and defensive stating no don’t ever call them again I don’t want them involved lol