My husband and I are fighting a lot recently. It's always my fault. I'm inconsiderate of him. And I hate myself for it because it's never my intention I don't go out of my way to ignore him or disregard him or make him feel ignored. It's like I get too consumed by the thoughts in my head or what's going on in front of me that I don't realize he's speaking or I mishear him. And I'm such a shitty person for it. While I don't mean to, like he always says, I don't mean not to. Tonight is the first night I've truly received the silent treatment. He's still showing me tiktoks but he won't talk to me. I just want to cry but I can't because I did this to myself