wrote a poem about what js happened tn. its my one month anniversary w one of my boyfriends(polyamorous) i feel like i ruined it.. iykyk I did it again / its not the end / but the start of the cycle / pretend / that its just an accident / smiling and laughing like its no big thing / just a sting / taking a shower / water runs red / so i stay up instead / trying to forget how it feels / tell myself i wont do it again / but thats what ive said before / put it away and feel regret~ / i cant do this anymore / i promise that im not gonna die / i promise that thats not a lie~ / i promise ill try to get better / i promise i wont write the letter…
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