Will I ever find love? Everyday I seem to see people everywhere in relationships. All I want to experience is living with someone, able to express myself with them. Hug them. Kiss them. Make them know they're loved. Give them what wasn't given to me. Yet everyday I seem to dwell on these thoughts. Everyone tells me that it'll happen one day that "A guy like you is sure to find your half, just give it time." Yeah whilst your living with your wife and kids I'll just go back into my little cave and cry myself to sleep. Oh yeah sorry. Let me just "give it time." Yeah I'm sure doing that for the 100th time will do wonders on my psyche. And I don't want to talk to anyone about it too much either. It'll just make me feel like a massive burden. So I'm forced to basically tell myself it's okay when I know for a damn fact it's not. I don't get it. Love is such a foreign concept for me at this point. I just want those romantic moments even if for a night. I want someone to hold calling me. Theirs