I feel pressured and scared, but I don't wanna miss out on learning. I'm already enrolled to a college university, I was hesitant at first, but mom encourage me to go and be a professional. I doubt she would want me to drop out or to take a gap year. She would always and will always say it's a privilege to be enrolled to a school, a good school. And it's true. It's just, I'm not ready yet. I feel like.. Socializing, doing work, and tasks isn't just for me as of right now or my mental state as of right now. Every time, I arrive inside the classroom, I could already feel panicky for no reason, or somr other reason. And I can't help it, I I'm having trouble managing it.
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