How silly am for falling in people lies, when you filled my eyes with goals. You tell me do this and that, and when I'm in troubles you are no longer near to found. I've always been alone my whole life, why did I think you would there by my side today? Stupid and pathetic I am, I should never even listen to you. Family issues, my buisness is falling, threatening cops to my front door, people are so fake, I just want to go away. My heart pleads for understanding, to be seen is what I seek. To be loved even if I feel unworthy, my hard work falling to the ground, I feel hopeless, some stalk me, no, really, they stalk me, tell my father about it, my father look pissed and think I'm sensitive, same go for my sister, their opinions causing me to fall, and they are no where to be found. "They are right, you shouldn't have done this, you are too sensitive, you are stressing about nothing." When I risk my whole money for this.