Rant #10398

I'm always tired of never being the most important person to anyone. I always try hard with my friendships, I always reply when I can, I ask to meet up or play games together. But they have other friends, and I understand. But I only have them too. I have very few friends, and even fewer with whom I can be open about my feelings. But I don't want to bother others because of my inability to socialize. I want to be someone's first choice.