life feels so fucking hard. u feel like everybody hates u. u feel like nobody cares ab u. u feel all of these irrational feelings and all u can do is just try to live. every day. u try to stand up. and keep going. u try. try. try. try. try everyday. u hope and pray. u pray everyday that nobody hates u. u pray that nobody will dislike u. and u somehow still feel so worthless. u feel like u arent doing enough. in truth. everything and anything someone does to u hurts. what they do hurts. ure hurting. ure so sensitive. u feel so invalidated. u just wanna die and never try anymore. u just wanna fucking feel loved. u wanna feel affection. love. and someone to care ab u. somebody please love and care ab me.