i wanted to let this get off my chest. since my family is suffering financlly. so here's the real problem, i grew up in a family where everything is a privilege. financial is one of the things that my parents were ended up arguing and throwing some harsh words all because of my father's low income. now that i'm moving to my college life, i ended up making things difficult for them since there are expenses that's beyond from our budget limit. i already choose practicality over my passion and dream, yet it's still a privilege to get more expenses cz i'm an upcoming college student. altho the actual real deal here is; i got a financial reward today from our town bcs of my achievement, it's not a big amount but i appreciate it. it's just upsetting that my mom is expecting me to split the money i received in half with her. bcs for her, i hv to repay the bills she spent on my medicine and everything. but isn't that her responsible bcs im her child? she always made me feel that it's all debt.