I wasnt diagnosed, not yet, at least. But I was told I do meet the criteria for PTSD. Part of me wants to deny it, to continue saying things hadnt been that bad. But I know I need to work through this. It just sucks. I wouldn't say im terribly young, but I haven't even started truly living and I have to deal with this too. It sucks knowing that I could've been a lot more than what I am, had I been raised in a healthy family. It's hitting really fucking hard.
I'm in hell I don't want to live but I'm scared of death I dont know what to do anymore I...
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Rant #10188 · about 6 hours agoMy mental health struggles have gone unchecked and unmediated for so long I feel like I’m...
Rant #10187 · about 6 hours agoI HATE HIM. I don't want him to leave me. He can't, he has to stay. Even that, why do I p...
Rant #10172 · about 7 hours agoI can't stop crying. Some part of me knows the quick fix to my sadness, but it still doesn...
Rant #10158 · about 10 hours agoThere were times I felt so suicidal and self-harmful that I couldn’t help myself but try t...
Rant #10157 · about 10 hours ago