There were times I felt so suicidal and self-harmful that I couldn’t help myself but try to do it. There are no scars, no injuries, if you looked at me ; nothing would be wrong. My mental health is bad and getting worse. I want death I was supposed to die in 2025, 2024 made the thoughts so fucking bad and I wish it never happened. 2025 made me so angry all the time. 2026 is weird, I was angry, I was almost raped and some people hated me for reporting it, I was so upset. And now I have to start anew again? … I hate social politics
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