i’m always nice,but I’m always ignored. Sometimes i snap and get mad, i just slapped my sister. My father and mother are always scolding me. Insulting me. Everyday, i wanna die. I want a slow and painful death. I deserve to be tortured l deserve to be dead.Stuck in a painful hell. I also had a crush on this girl (i’m a lesbian) and,she said she doesn’t like anyone and she’s leaving next year, i never got to tell her actually i loved her…she was my bff.