Rant #10117

I miss the old me I was really good as kid now I'm just a loser trying to survive in this world idk what happened I have become more sensitive and soft more of emotional too idk ig more avoidant sometimes I want to be the old me I cry often missing the old me.i miss her so much now I'm just trying to live as I don't know how to bring her back to life what should I really do to bring her back which god to pray