tbh a lot's been on my mind rn. my parents are making it GLARINGLY obvious who they prefer to be around. my friends were going to hang out but they ended up cancelling at the last minute, my brother kept mocking me and giving me hell for that. i told him *calmly* to stop mocking me and what do i get in return? my dad started to scream at me. staying at home feels like hell, they don't want me going out with anyone so no escape there either. i know this sounds dumb but it really starts affecting you after a while. it's not my place to change anyone but they REALLY think ignoring my brother will give me peace. feel like smashing my damn head and ending it once and for all.
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