It just hurts so bad all the time i think it will go away but it doesnt . I have so much friends and family who love me but i feel so alone all the time like no one cares or understands. It just gets worse and worse. My stomache hurts because of the feeling and i cant bare it i cant even imagine how ill feel when i get older. Im just tried of it all . I cant even cry i just feel i cant speak of it because my friends dont acc care about what i ever say . And my family wouldnt underatand. So im stuck but i dont want to live like this anymore ita insufferable . I never sleep. I either never eat or binge . Im always tried and cold . My head is foggy and i can never think or socialize . But no one notices or cares? Im tried of smiling and feeling happy for a bit. My brain wants me dead . The thoughts are so bad . I need to tell someone but. If i do what would they even do? How would the help? Its so scary to even speak on this issue. Because its acc real.