I don't even rlly know what to say. I'm so lonely. So incredibly lonely because I'm black and I live in a town that's mainly white. So many people of my color have been murdered and lynched this year, and I'm so scared to even leave my house out of fear I'll be next. I can't vent out to anyone I know because they'd never understand what this feels like. It's taking such a toll on my mental health that I just want to give up and stop being in this racist world. I try so hard to be positive and keep my innocence and wonder but it's SO hard when I hear someone make a joke about my color and my people, say the N word, undermine our culture, insult us, everything is just so tiring ALL OF THE TIME. And y'all don't even care because it doesn't affect you. I'm so so lonely, all I can ever do in this life is cry on my own. I have absolutely no one.