I fucked by saying the wrong thing in a conversation and made my friend mad, when I was in the bathroom I was thinking about how my friend world’ve want to choke me and I started to slowly rise my hands to my throat until not even an inch away from my neck, and then I pulled my hands back petrified I didn’t want to try to kill myself and I’m not suicidal, but in a early situation, they had said that they wanted to choke because how mad they were towards me and I wasn’t in the right headspace