it's nice talking into the void and knowing no one knows it was me because i hate being vulnerable with people that already know me, it still hurts tho knowing i won't get any comfort. Idk where to get comfort, my therapist can't rlly do that, my parents suck at it and lack it altogether cs of the trauma they had. So im lowk left with no where to turn, the few friendships i have dont rlly offer that. I think we all just suck at comforting each other. I wish we were more educated on how to comfort someone, i wish i could comfort myself but i wasnt taught it and never rlly experienced it so.. i gotta teach myself how to. Hopefully one day i can comfort someone that needs it too. I hope one day i can be fine with being alone