family trauma, I talked to my parents about coming out as bisexual they never took me seriously even went as far as to say they would always hate me for it now that I'm nonbinary as well I fear telling them about the real me and also resent them for what they did in my child hood is this normal..sorry for lack of punctuation. I know that what I am doing is for me and me alone but will they love me for who I really am instead of pretending I am someone I am not I hope that this is understandable through I wonder if my lack of friends, love interests and any other people in my life will affect me as well..my parents caused me deep pain and that is why I am so alone so sad so broken because even I know no matter how hard I try no matter what I do it will all be an endless cycle of pain and misery I'll never recover from and because of this I must type my worries away because even the friends I do make will never understand the growing weight of pain and misery inside my body............