i love my bf so fucking much. i wouldnt do anything to hurt him. except i have anxiety and that really messes with my relationship with him. i worry so much that i’m being a burden to him because he already has so much going on. i need reassurance a lot and he’s busy often so i feel guilty asking for it. i’ve been trying to cope with the anxiety but it’s so fucking hard, i wish i could get better in one day. he also isn’t the best at reassurance but i’m gonna help him with it. i’m gonna tell him about all these thoughts i have and about my anxiety in depth and how he can help. i wish i could be the perfect girlfriend for him because right now it really feels like im not. this all especially sucks because i’m on my period, just started it, and it hit WAY harder than usual. i woke up hating everyone, my tits hurt, my cooch hurt, my head hurt, i was bloated, and i’ve had cramps all day. as of tonight i’ve been very moody in a sad way. hopefully tomorrow is better!