Rant #9414

I feel lonely and exhausted. I don't know what caused it. I had a will to live until Saturday. it might sound way too silly and childish if I say it's because I've been scolded for feeding the neighbourhood's stray cats and talked to as if I were guilty of a crime. or the cause might be seeing my first love again after 2 years. either way, I feel so drained, like a hollow cadaver. I can't make it go away, I'm just scared, as if I were a little kid.